A "New" Beginning.

I have less than a single month before my graduation. And do you know what is on my mind right now? The fact that I have a headache. The fact that my birthday is on Monday and I still have no plans.

I couldn't care less what dress I will be wearing that day. I don't know if I'll be having a party or a quiet dinner at home. I probably won't have family over.

The thing is I have sort of just stopped caring. I'm at a point where I know I won't ever like what will be happening next year, but I have accepted it. Mostly because, let's be honest, I don't have another choice.

I am not really at a place where I can change the outcome of the coming months. I can accept them for what they are and take what they offer be it good or bad. I won't promise to love it, and I won't promise not to hate it, but I can say I'll do it.

1 comment

  1. hey gorgeous... guess what? (listen carefully)... you will have THIS day, this birthday on monday and many days to come whether you care or not. because you know what? someone, some people, cared to have you... YOU on THIS day... THIS monday.

    plans... no plans.... dress.... pj pants.... care, or not.

    i care about you. promise.