It's not bad, honest it isn't. There are things far worse than this and I completely understand that. I have a relatively good schedule, hell I have most of Friday off. But this town? Dead. This campus? Dead.
I literally do not do anything.
Yes, there are clubs. Yes, there are sports. But c'mon, that isn't me.
I'm making friends, sort of. I have people to hang out with.
Mostly, at this point, I just miss my stuff. I miss having my own bed. I miss having my shower. I miss my people. My town, good Lord, I miss my town.
I am gonna stick out, mostly because I don't have another choice. But honestly, every single day I say, "What am I doing here? I hate this life."
I wish I didn't. I wish this didn't suck so hard.
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