Busy Bee

I got a job. A real one, that starts at 9 and ends at 5. One that has me on my feet all day, sweating, and working my tush off.

And it isn't easy. But it pays, quite well actually, and it is constant, it is something I can rely on.

It is is weird feeling though, to be so busy all the time. Even in school I do not feel like I have to be 'on' all day long. This is different, a good different.

I have been looking farther in to the future over the last few months. Where I will be in then next few years, what I want my life to look like, if I really ought to be forming a five year plan. This job, though simple, is so grounding. It brings a nice dose of reality into this world that is so unrealistic.

It has given me a way to look at what I want. And what I don't want. What I can handle, and what I can't. So being busy, that's good. It is working. Being busy finally is feeling like being an adult, with a life. Not a perpetual student, with a foggy future.

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